Saturday, October 02, 2004
Listening To: Cai Xing Juan - Yuan Fen.mp3
long time since i've update my blog.. so sorry to my frends out there.. somethings wrong with my IE.. hmm.. alot of things happen during those times.. happy and sad.. needless to sae.. it's regarding him again.. it's always script.. i realli wish that i'm oni an mirc user.. and not one tht noe how to create a script.. feeling rather down these few days.. hp kena stolen.. mi and him started to drift apart.. empty promises are all tht i receive time and again.. i gave up my studies just bcoz of him.. i flung all my prelims.. even my best subject chinese.. cant believe tht i'll get a c5.. realli disappointed in myself.. haiz.. we didnt realli contact each other for this whole week.. realli dunno wad to do.. felt as if i'm just a fool.. someone xtra in this world.. i love him with all my heart.. no matter how he treat mi.. my feelings for him ish still there.. o lvl are cumin.. in a mth time.. i just cant find the fucking mood to study.. all in my mind ish just him.. was suppose to attend my grooming course ytd and today.. but i tot he wanted to study.. so i skipped the course.. went home to prepare den mit him.. who noes.. he told mi he's going to work.. as for today.. i think he's at his frends hse.. a female.. tink he left her house ard 2+ bahz.. haiz.. just wad am i to him.. i felt so isolated at times.. just wad am i gonna do.. can sumone help mi out.. i dun wanna stay in this isolated island anymore.. i had enough.. i realli had enough.. i cant take it anymore.. hurts are all that i have now.. heart is broken.. tears went dry.. time haf pass.. feeling went numb.. a failure shall remain a failure forever
Song Of The Day
Yuan Fen
Cai Xing Juan
Bu ke bu xiang xing yuan fen..
Yuan fen xiang yi shan ai qing de men..
Shi wo yi zhi zou cuo men..
Hai shi li mian de ren bu kai men..
Jiu jing yao wo deng duo jiu..
Duo jiu ni cai yuan yi gao shu wo..
Zhe shan men..
Shi fou zhong jiang wei wo deng..
Chorus
Yuan fen.. yuan fen..
Zhi pa you yuan mei you fen..
Zuo deng you deng..
Zhi pa kong deng bu pa leng..
Xin teng.. xin teng..
Zhi pa you xin mei ren teng..
Shui zhi ming yun hui jiang ni wo zen me fen..
[..+ wawa +..] Thinking Of You At 4:20 PM!