Monday, November 29, 2004

guess wad.. haha.. i met him today.. haha.. was supposed to mit him early in the afternoon to accompany him to make his scri0t.. but he had something on.. so we postponed the time.. at 1st i tot we werent going to mit anymore.. but at this moment.. he called mi.. haha.. askin mi if i can go over now not.. haha.. and i was so happy and crazy tht i just rush out of my door.. lolz.. den mit him at dorby ghourt de mrt.. den take train to tpy.. when we reach tpy.. we sat outside tpy central there for a smk.. den after that go his home lohz.. accompany him reformat his pc 1st.. reformat halfway he said he was tired.. and wanted to continue when he had taken his dinner.. so i agreed loh.. den he went to slp.. few minutes lata.. he asked mi to look for his torchlight.. den for no reason.. he shone the torch directly at his face.. which makes him looks like ghost.. i was so terrified.. those who noe mi well enough would noe why.. haha.. den of coz i rushed out to the living room to hide.. haha.. but he kuku.. keep cuming after mi.. damn scary.. coz his hse was kinda dark as it was going 5.30pm in the evening.. somemore it was raining.. den he bluff mi sae he's not gonna plae anymore.. den drag mi back to the room.. i tot he wanted to slp back.. but who noes he start his stewpid act again.. haha.. den he keep tickle mi.. bthz.. dunno why i got so many weak points.. scare this and tht.. lolz.. it was realli a torture.. coz i siam here and there.. kena kick from him.. injured my nails.. and got my head knocked against the wall.. haha.. but it was worthwhile.. coz we seems to be back to da past.. we were playing like kids haha.. realli enjoying ourselves.. after some times lata.. he stopped.. haha.. den he taught mi how to fight.. so as to defence myself.. and how to fight back when i'm in trouble.. and i realli hit him wif all my might.. and of coz.. some of my punches realli hit him.. heart pain seh.. haha.. but he did hit back la.. coz it was like demo.. but didnt hit too hard.. it was still kinda painful lohz.. think there's gonna be blueblack ler.. haha.. when he saw how reddish and swollen my right arm was.. he sayang mi.. haha.. that was realli the best moment.. i was like a baby in his arms.. full of secure.. his gentleness realli capture my heart.. i realli wish time could just stop there.. it was realli sweet.. and it realli did pulled us much more closer.. how i wish i could stay right in his arms forever.. how i wish he would just jump on my back and ask mi to carry him forever.. i'm willing to do so.. no matter how far he wants mi to walked to.. coz he's already part of my life.. be it frends or lovers.. i'm alreadi used to the days with him.. is like when he's not by my side.. or i didnt receive a single call frm him.. i will feel a sharp pain in my heart.. i would haf the feelings tht i wanted to go tpy and look for him.. but these few days he's working.. haf to wake up early in the morning.. den knock off at 7 plus if i'm not wrong.. den at nite nit to go out again.. today see him so restless.. beri heartpain.. last time.. he was always full of energy.. but now de him.. was like beri sleepy.. ytd he told mi tht if i today cant mit him.. we wont be able to mit each other for a long time.. coz he'll be working else where.. and now.. i just wanna use wadever time we had.. to accompany him.. coz i dun wan to regret anymore.. i wanna let him noe tht.. no matter wad happens in the future.. he'll always haf mi.. right there by his side.. supporting him and encouraging him.. nevertheless loving him with all my heart.. i'm sure he alreadi knew it by now.. but i wanna let the rest of the days.. be a memorable one.. and a sweet one.. coz he brightened up my whole life.. he show mi the path to my life.. haha.. now waiting for his call.. tml still nit to attend the graduation party at orchard hotel.. wont be able to mit him.. haiz.. but nvm.. tuesday.. we'll be mitting again.. i hope everything will be better on tht day.. hehe


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