Saturday, November 20, 2004

woke up at 7am today.. nit to gif him morning call.. den went back to slp.. was suppose to wake up at 9am.. as i was miting huimin for the job interview.. but i woke up at 12.05 instead.. den went to prepare everything.. mit her at hougang interchange.. by then i realise.. sharon jocelyn wan mei was there too.. so pai seh to let the 4 of them wait for mi.. haha.. i think i wear until too formal ler.. all of them wear till beri casual.. haha.. den off we went for our interview at Giordano.. den after that went back to hougang.. hui min and i bought a cake for fionehz.. we're celebrating her belated birthday.. oso a time for mi to mit up wif her.. coz of the stewpid o lvl.. i hardly haf the time to go out wif her.. haha.. den we went to hougang mall de beer garden mit fioneh.. leslie weilong and weilong de bro ish there too.. haha.. long time didnt see neh neh.. she bcame much fairer ler.. her hair kan nice.. i like her pink hair beri much.. haha.. bcum kinda skinnier oso ler.. miss those days wif her.. lolz.. den she requested for her birthday song.. so we sang it for her.. lolz.. den after that they went to plaza pak billard.. den i accompany huimin jocelyn and wan mei for their lunch.. after that hui min and mi went to plaza to mit neh neh.. when we reach there.. we had to register for the fucking billard membership.. the uncle oso dunno die where.. haha.. den we took the application slip ourselves.. i took the one wif the number 17474.. the number like askin mi to die.. den i change the other one.. haha.. fi0neh oso change.. haha.. den the uncle came back.. we submit him the form.. he sibei guai lan.. ask us where we took the application slip from.. den we told him we just take from the top lohz.. haha.. den he go liquid away the number.. now bcum fioneh's holding onto the 17474 number.. while i took the 17473.. haha.. fuck tht uncle.. den after that slack at plaza for awhile.. den they went to orchard.. at first i'm oso going with them.. but i'm kinda tired.. feel beri uncomfortable.. den decided to went home.. as long as i stepped into my house.. my hp rang.. haha.. he called mi.. but bcoz the reception of his hp wasnt tht good.. he said he'll cor mi when he knock off frm his work.. den went to watch singapore idols.. haha.. damn nervous.. voted 10 votes for sylvester.. coz the competition is getting higher and higher.. luckily sylvester managed to get into the final round.. didnt waste my 10 votes.. haha.. this time round.. i think he's bound to be the singaproe idol.. he rox manz.. haha.. den waited for him to call mi.. ard 12.45 he called mi.. we chatted and chatted.. all the sweet tok he said.. will always remain.. the promises i've made to him.. i'll fulfil it.. it realli breaks my heart to see him taking 2 jobs.. getting lesser time of rest.. he said if i tell him tht it realli brk my heart to see him working 2 jobs.. he'll quit one of the job.. but no matter how hard i try.. i cant express it to him.. haiz.. i dunno how to express my thoughts and feelings to him.. i dun wanna see him being tired out.. but wad can i do.. he said i bo xim cause i didnt take the initiative to call him or msg him.. but he didnt noe that many a time i realli haf the urge to call him or sms him.. but i'm afraid that i'll disturb him as he's working.. even though i told him that.. he still regard mi as being bo xim.. den i kept quiet.. whenever he make mi real damn happy.. it will oso be a time he'll make mi sad and depressed.. wadeva i do.. it's still the same.. i've waited him for 7 months and it all still happen

*boy.. everything i do.. i do it for you.. hope u'll understand why i did so much for you.. and why i didnt do some stuffs u expect mi to do.. just to let u noe.. it realli breaks my heart to see u working here and there.. i wish i can help u loosen ur burden.. u're my oni one.. the one that i love so deeply.. the one that i noe it's worth sacrifying everything just for u


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