Wednesday, November 10, 2004

i just feel so out of place.. no one understands mi.. i just feel so tired of life.. had a fight wif my youngest sister.. i admit i'm too harsh.. i'm stressed.. i'm tired.. i'm sicked of everything.. i felt so useless in this family.. i'm neither good in my studies nor controlling my temper.. i realli regret wad i did.. but wad can i do.. i hurt my mummy.. i've hurt my sis.. i've hurt everyone ard mi.. but i'm truly sorry for wad i did.. i'm not a good sister who can take care of everyone in my family.. i cant bring joy and laughter to them.. i always let them down again and again.. i feel so down.. but i cant turn to anyone.. i just wish tht he was by my side now.. i miss him so much.. oni he can make mi feel happy and comfortable.. but i just cant sense his presence.. i realli dunno wad to do.. i miss my grandfather.. whenever i'm in doubt or in troubles.. he'll always be there for mi.. but now he's nowhere in sight.. we in two different world.. i cant pour out my sorrows to him.. i got no one to turn to.. i just feel so lonely.. as if everyone haf abandon mi.. i'm left all alone.. i wish i'm not in world.. or perhaps.. i'm realli not fit to be here.. wad's more to be a role model for my youngest sister.. i tink it's time for mi to change my attitude and my thinkings


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