Monday, January 24, 2005

woke up at 10 plus today.. coz gotta pass wennie her cd.. den after that prepare to go cine leisure mit my bro's gf and siew wen.. took a cab there.. reach cine at about 2.05 bahz.. den went to cheers to buy ciggy.. after that went to mit my bro de gf.. den accompanied my bro to haf his lunch.. his gf bought mi a necklace and a pair of earrings.. i like it beri much.. after that we proceed to k-box.. the room number oso nice sia.. room 23.. haha.. same no. as my birth date.. den we ordered 4 glasses of beer.. and one ice honey water.. but the waiter beri cb sia.. wanna check our ic.. tink his eyes pak jiao.. sae i not yet 18.. den i told him i'm 87 de leh.. he ask mi today wad date.. i told him 23 lehz.. he sae so zhun mehz.. dunno why he so dum bye.. birthday still got zhun or not de mehz.. nb.. den sang quite a number of songs.. after that siew wen came.. haha.. den we sing all the way.. drink quite alot oso.. haha.. den my bro suggest we plae a game.. he put a piece of tissue over the glass.. den put a 20 cent coin on the tissue.. den light a ciggy.. call us to poke the tissue.. the one who let the coin fall into the glass.. will haf to finish the glass of beer.. whaha.. but heng.. i kena 1 time oni.. lolz.. den sing all the way till 7.30pm like tht.. though i kinda enjoy myself.. but when we're singing some songs.. i suddenly think of him.. dunno wad he's doing at tht point of time.. almost cried.. mood totally change.. haha.. den after tht went to haf our dinner at koyashito.. if i didnt remember the name wrongly.. there was this guy wif a red hair.. haha.. siew wen keep bio-ing.. den we kept teasing her.. lolz.. den after our dinner.. i called him.. asked if he could mit mi for awhile not.. coz i realli just wanna see him nia.. den he told mi beri late ler.. and he was sleeping.. i felt tht he was avoiding mi.. kinda sad.. and i end the call.. smsed him.. ask him to tell him wad i wanna let him noe.. but he didnt reply.. den my bro send his gf home while mi and siew wen find a nice place to tok abt our problems.. den she encouraged mi to find him.. and even accompanied mi to tpy and look for him.. when i reached his hse.. i called him.. den i asked him if he was still angry over tht stuff not.. he told mi no.. den i asked him if he had read my sms.. he told mi no coz he was slping.. i was beri disappointed.. the 2nd time i cried in front of him.. den i buck up all my courange to tell him all my feelings and tht i realli dun wan all these to happen.. den he asked mi to go home as it was rather late.. i've been wanting to ask him if he ever had the feelings for mi.. but i didnt ask.. there's still alot of stuffs i haben told him.. den i asked him to take care.. and i walked away.. siew wen asked mi wad happened.. den i told her wad happened lo.. saw his dad on my way out his block.. his dad asked if i wanted to eat.. i told him i've eaten alreadi and i'm going hom ler.. den we took cab home.. after 3 minutes.. he called mi.. asked mi where i am.. i told him on cab.. near blk 90++.. den he said nvm.. i asked him why.. he sae nth.. he go do his stuff 1st.. den we end the call.. when i reached home.. i receive a sms frm him.. a 'happy birthday' sms.. was kinda happy.. but i tot he's gonna call mi.. till now haben receive a call frm him yet.. i just hope he will call bahz.. haiz.. my birthday wish for this yr is tht i hope we'll be back to the past.. and tht sth miracle will happen.. tml still meeting elaine at 8.20am.. den proceed to meng ling's de shop there help out.. hope everything will be fine bahz.. go rest ler.. drink quite alot today.. hope tml wont kena headache

*boy.. when i saw u.. i was rather happy.. coz if this is the last time we're gonna mit.. at least.. i've seen u for the last time.. just before my birthday ended.. all those stuffs tht i've told u is true.. and i mean it frm my heart.. i realli dun expect us to be together.. all i asked for.. is just the frendship we used to haf.. i wanted to go back to the old days where u're by my side.. i'm not used to the life without u.. i wanna hug u at tht point of time.. but i just cant find the courage to do tht.. i wanna cherish the last moment of the day.. but i cant.. for u've taken all my strength away from mi.. i'm glad when i've received the sms.. although it's oni happy birthday 2 words.. i'm contented.. take care.. and i love ya always.. no matter how long it'll be.. i'll still wait.. i'll wait for ur call.. i just hope.. u'll call mi wawa once again


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