Sunday, January 23, 2005

Listening To: Tension - Wo Men De Gu Shi.mp3

everyone wished tht they'll be 18 soon.. but for mi.. i'll rather remain at 17.. alot of things happen during this period of time.. although there'll be some arguments between.. it oni last awhile.. but now.. things are really different.. he's no longer there for mi.. no longer there to dry my tears.. all these had bcum our memories.. the words he said still linger in my mind.. no matter wad i do.. no matter where i am.. the image of us together keep appearing right before mi.. the places we've visited.. the things we've done before.. the caring touch and words of encouragement.. i could no longer hear or feel it anymore.. i've been waiting for him to call.. just hope i'll receive a 'happy birthday wawa' from him.. i tink he wont call le bahz.. wanted to spend this special day wif him oni.. but i cant.. haiz.. went out wif my aunt today.. went to causeway point.. but all tht's in my mind ish him.. i've been controlling my tears since then.. keeping my tears back till now.. was rather touched when wei xiang gave mi a packet of hello panda.. my fav biscuit.. but how i hope it was frm 'him'.. my bro.. his gf.. my sis and hui min bought mi 'my date with vampire 3' de vcd.. den lata my bro and his gf bringing mi out.. smsed shan if she could accomany mi tml not.. she told mi she's busy.. wanted to ask baby.. but she's pregnent and she haf to accompany tc.. hui min still gotta work.. fioneh having her lesson on monday.. i felt tht i'm the only human being in this world.. no one understand how i feel.. feel like going to ms to haf steamboat.. but there's just too much memories of mi and him there.. so decided to go cine leisure to haf our meal.. just end the call wif my mei.. the 1st time i cried when toking to her.. i realli beri xing ku.. i told her wad realli happened.. she asked mi to call him.. but i realli dun dare to.. i'm realli scared.. i could no longer find the courage to do anything.. nv felt so helpless before.. i realli dunno how to continue wif my life.. i tot 2005 will be a new beginning.. but i was wrong.. everything seems to be coming to an end.. i realli dun wanna lose him.. i cant do without him.. special thanks to isaac for wishing mi happy birthday.. and for kiao-ing mi up frm my slp early in the morning.. whaha

Zai ni zuo you..
Hai you duo jiu..
Zen me yang cai neng rang shi jian dao liu..
Mei yi fen mei yi miao dou zhen zhong..
Yeah..

Wo jin de shou..
Bu yuan fang song..
Shi dian ban de fei ji ta zai deng hou..
Bu yao zai rang zi ji de yan lei liu..
Wo bi xu yao zou..
Yao ji de..

Chorus
Wo men de gu shi zhen nang wang..
Tai duo de hui yi he xi wang..
Bu guan ta you duo feng kuang..
Wo yuan yi yi sheng shou cang..

Wo men de gu shi bu neng wang..
Tai duo de qing jie yao fa zhan..
Bu yao fang qi..
Yin wei you yi tian yuan fen hui ji xu..

Zai ni zuo you..
Hai you duo jiu..
Zen me yang cai neng rang shi jian dao liu..
Mei yi fen mei yi miao dou zhen zhong..
Yeah..

Wo jin de shou..
Bu yuan fang song..
Shi dian ban de fei ji ta zai deng hou..
Bu yao zai rang zi ji de yan lei liu..
Wo bi xu yao zou..
Yao ji de..

Chorus
Wo men de gu shi zhen nang wang..
Tai duo de hui yi he xi wang..
Bu guan ta you duo feng kuang..
Wo yuan yi yi sheng shou cang..

Wo men de gu shi bu neng wang..
Tai duo de qing jie yao fa zhan..
Bu yao fang qi..
Yin wei you yi tian yuan fen hui ji xu..

Wo zhi dao ni ji mo..
Yi ge ren que shi hao nan guo..
Si nian shi yi zhong tong..
Mei you ni jiao wo zen me huo..

Shen bian chong man you huo..
Bu jian ding jiu rong yi fan cuo..
Ni shi fou neng kan jian wei lai de shou huo..
Ni yuan yi zai nai xin deng hou..
Yeah..

Chorus
Wo men de gu shi zhen nang wang..
Tai duo de hui yi he xi wang..
Bu guan ta you duo feng kuang..
Wo yuan yi yi sheng shou cang..

Wo men de gu shi bu neng wang..
Tai duo de qing jie yao fa zhan..
Bu yao fang qi..
Yin wei you yi tian yuan fen hui ji xu..


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